BAckdated - 3 months of Maternity Leave

3 months of Maternity leave seems past in a blink of eyes... How i wish it will never end...

During the 3 months, the 1st month-Confinement was hmmm terrible.. hehe.. As i haf a c-section, my wound is the biggest fear tat i haf.. i started takin of Xinru, my cutie girl from my last week of confinement except for bathin.. Fed her, change diaper...

As time goes by, i was left alone w her... and after my mom taught me how to bath her, i start to bath her myself... the first bath was bad... hehe i am scare and tat make her insecure and cry.. But it's ok... i will try again.. after another 2 times, i can manage her already... so proud of myself.... i am a mother now... doin her laundry, bathin her, doin all the things for her... Initially i was really tired and was quite angry tat my hubby is not helpin me much in the housework...but lucky.. things were dissolved.... :)

As time goes by, we stayed by one another, me caterin all her needs to her... Seein her sleepin so soundly everytime makes me feel so touched...

When she was in 1 month plus, she started doin expression and blar a few sounds to me... Amusing... hehe now tat she is comin to 3 months, she is even more fun to be with... although the 3 months i din go out a lot.. but i enjoyed her company cause whenever i see her, she just bring all my trouble away...

After the 3 months maternity leave, we put her into infant care..i felt sad.. real sad... cried a few times... but i know tat.. tat is something tat we haf to go ahead with....

For the past 2 weeks, i only see her at nite.. and sometimes in the mornin.. but most of the time she is sleepin when i am goin out.. but i wun missed talkin to her b4 i leave the house... and she will always smile to me and tat makes my day start very well.... Whenever i fetch her home after work, i will talk to her and cuddle her as much as i can... and once she smile and talk to me... whatever happen in the office will be off from my mind.... :)