Backdated - Xinru's growing up *posted on 8 July 06*

Time files.... The status 'Mummy' has been hangin on me for 5 months already.. Never have the tots that my life will be movin on so fast... *should consider at a constant pace bah*

I love babies, toddler and kids when i was young.. Maybe because i got lots of nieces, nephews and my mom looks after babies before she stepped out to work... I always wanted to start a family young, to have my own babies.... So when i got married, we din want to hold back havin babies partially also because my hubby is not very young already... I am really blessed tat my wish came true... I was pregnant!! When i got preggy, my confidence level of becomin a mummy in 9 months time starts to have lots of question mark... Will i be a good mummy, will i be able to bring her into tis world healthy, am i able to do my part as a mummy, will we be able to give her a comforty family... a lot of question came to me... but i am glad tat my hubby is able to bring my confidence level up a little... at least i know tat he will be able to provide us with all the necessary things tat we need and he will be there when i need him to be.... and so my pregnancy move on....

After giving birth, i tried to do my very best as a mummy to Xin Ru and i am glad that with the help of my mother, i am able to do a good job, although it's not the best but at least i can do all things myself.... Thru this time, i have learned to be even more patience on things and i have learnt the rope of a mummy...

Seein my little princess, Xin Ru being such a happy baby but there are times when she really make me headache, make me feel tat my life is so blessed... I have a good hubby *Although like Xin Ru, he sometimes make my blood boiled*, a happy and healthy baby and a warmth family... There is nothing much i can prayed for except all of us maintainin our good health...

Today is Xin Ru 5th month on tis earth, seein her bein able to make all kinds of sounds to catch our attention, the smiles tat is always on her face, her responds to us when we talk and play with her, the different milestone that she have made and the nottinest in her... make all the things tat have changed eversince her birth to me worthwhile...